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| Track meet sucked. It was very, very dramatic.
soo.
All I had to run was a 400 relay, which is still hard damnit. I was freaking out about hand offs; I'm not good and passing but I rock at receiving, and I was the second runner. Anywho, we practiced and I felt better but you know. Nerves are nerves, they don't go away. So I lined up with my arrow, right side of the track, asked Murray if it was 8th grade running and he said yes. Then I marked 11 steps away with spit (hardcore. haha.) and lined up with my arrow, ready. (OOH, NARRATIVE.) Soo. The gun goes off (bang) and then the runners come around the curve. I'm suddenly like wtf because Carly (our first runner) wasn't in the second lane (our assigned lane). It was some asian kid from our team (a guy, guys aren't on the same relay teams as girls), and so I'm just like WTF?! and immediately step off of the track. I honestly had nothing else to do.
Pretty fucked up, right? I know.
So I didn't run anything, but I came really close to crying. I mean, you know, I felt like it was my fault- then Carly and everyone was nice about it, like you know, it was the goddamn stupid other relay team who didn't file us in the right lanes (and the other random kid who stole ours).
I was looking around for that kid.
Just to tell him.
You know.
He fucked up TWO relay teams; ours, obviously, and his. They missed a hand off of two. Idiots.
Then there was a super good girl who was running the 800 and kept a steady second place or so; but then just kinda died. Looked like she was gonna puke but had some kind of asthma attack/stroke. I was freaking out, obviously.
Then, Trisha, the sweetest girl on earth, got DQ'd. THAT MAKES ME SO FUCKING MAD. Our coaches are sooooooooooooo nice about the other team's mistakes that would normally get them DQ'd, but we slip up once and all of the other team's coaches are like ROAR YOU DIE.
There was plenty of more drama that I won't get into for the sake of your mind/eyes/etc.
....real life. I've been avoiding sleep (and, sometimes, food) like it's a disease. Like I'm not getting stuff done when I eat or sleep, so why do it?
I'm going crazy, I swear to god.
<3
Ky | | |
| rar. Nathan got me hooked on Powerman 5000 again.
When Worlds Collide?
yeah.
cuz.
At his house he had some skateboarding game and he was like OMGILOVETHISSONG
and then I'm like
OMGMETOO.
the end.
Anywho, did I send Chloe's letter yet?
No.
But I did get the art project pictures which I will send :]
And now I just gotta find something interesting to write about.
ugh. That stupid movie thing at Nathan's. haha. I had to rest my head on Tyler's shoulder, which I personally didn't think much of- I do that to Mark and Kristen and just like everyone I sit next to. But Tyler turned SO RED omg it was funny. It was a little awkward, because I didn't know him, but idc. I was like, "STFU IT'S JUST ACTING." ahaa.
EDIT;;
Hi xShadedDreamsx! It's been 689 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga.
anyways, got back from the doctor.
Probably heart related stuff; gotta go see a cardiologistwhichIcannotspell.
That'll be fun.
Got an inhaler for the two meets (in a row!) coming up. Probably won't need it though, I don't plan on running much. I'm very out of shape and nervous.. I hate that damn [feeling of a] fat kid on my chest.
I named him Frank, btw.
Cuz that's such a fat kid name.
go die, Frank. :<
Ky | | |
| I'm madly in love with you. Yes, you.
Happy April 1st :] | | |
| Florida = tomorrow, this will probably be my last update before then. uhh.
I'll miss you all <3 I told Heta that if I crash & burn she gets to divide up my stuff for ya'll. :]
She has dibs on my iPod monkey
sry
<3
anywho, I'll have sex-c pictures of me for you :] and. uh. Chloe, I have a picture from school you need to see, considering I made my art project about you moving. sobsob.. mk.
uh, yeah.. new layout coming too, this one is oogly ):
luvya<3
EDIT;;
you all are at school & I'm at home drinking Starbucks ahahahaha k.
& yes, I whipped up about a 5 minute layout. & yes, it's the same as my Myspace BG. Get over it D<
so, the reason I edited this-
I WON'T have internet access (or, not AIM, at least).
I WILL have my phone. So call me :]
oh.
I swear to God, if I get through 8th grade without beating up.. ahem, -some- people, I deserve a medal. Seriously.
Viv knows who I'm talking about. | | |
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